The Runaway Forest

Scarecrow,Scarecrow find me, find me.
I've run to hide in the woods,so quick and quietly.
I do not want to see the sun,
It scares me more than anyone.
Raven,Raven Please come back,
to your tree branches shadowed black.
Hurry hurry,before dawn.
I do not want to be alone.
Moonlight Moonlight, shine on down.
light this path on filthy grounds.
show yourself, dimmed and pale.
to soon grow old and state your will.
Shadows,Shadows, my unearthly friends.
please stay here in comfort again.
hide me from that blazing sun.
Let me see not of what its done.
Owl, Owl, observant and wise,
perch above me and and tell me why
to not fear today or tommorows skies,
to fly forth with open eyes.
Scarecrow Scarecrow, Have you not found me yet?
Look further and you will see me, i bet.
Come and stay with me, i will show you no harm.
I promise to love you and enjoy our new home.
Raven,shadows and moonlight Owl, keep us company for awhile.
Until that sun returns its face, we will live without its name.
In this forest of simple dreams,to rewake and repeat yet another day.

Heart Eater

You do not want me, and I know it.

I can't stand it, you must be mine.

I want to eat your heart.

Torn from your chest with a knife. 

Looking at my reflelction

Smearing down, it runs.

so beautiful, I envy

Cut it from you til im done.

There, I will hold it in my hands, beating still

From the hole I created, satin red.

crying to myself, accomplished

to replace mine, broken wilted, dead

To the once life that rushed through it.

The blood will be my wine.

With every tare, my console.

So bitterly divine.

Now, you will be with me forever.

I have clearly nothing to fear.

The more I eat, the better.

To finish you my dear.

I truely will enjoy each piece ,

between my trembling lips.

Chewing away at what i wished was mine.

 my sweet cadaver sits.

piece by piece, devoured.

sickening feelings arise.

wished i could have done better

i cut from the inside

Quietly observing, 

The best taste that ive ever tried

Satisfy an urge, .

No longer confined  .

.

Only within minutes

The closest I ever got

I havent miss one part, (i promise).

And I do not want to stop.

You will love me within time,(I swear it).

Inevitably against your will.

Time to take another bite (to cure it)

The message of the kill.

I feel you drown inside me.

My unforgettable high.

Now you will love me forever.

And forever you are mine.

_xx Heart Eater xx_

Guilty

I am guilty. Not of crime but of hope.
Hope that someday someone somewhere will reach out to me without being told to.
I want to share my everything, but its kind of hard with people who only care about themselves.
Im not saying i do everything right but i would at least like to have acknowledgement.
i get so tired of waiting for people to do this or do that, or begginhg them for months on end.
By that time, i already have it in my mind that the person doesnt care and i should just give up trying.
i dont mean to sound sad and im sorry if i do. I just get so weak waiting for someone to finally have a legit concern about the things im interested in or the things i do and say. I do the same for them. almost border line excited when they tell me something theyve done.... why cant they do it for me? Am i boring? does no one really care to begin with?
I dont know why and i dont really care how but will someone somewhere someday...acknowledge me?

DnB(Drum and Bass)

Have you ever heard something euphoric and mind shattering at the same time? Something that caught you in the moment and refused to let go? I have and its the wondeful sound of Drum and Bass! I dont completely know what it is yet that triggers the "OMG!!!" hormone in my brain but I do know its the best thing my ears have ever heard on this planet earth. For those of you who dont know what im talking about here is a brief discription. "Drum and bass (commonly abbreviated to D&B or DnB) is a type of electronic dance music which emerged in the mid 1990s. The genre is characterized by fast breakbeats (typically between 160–190 bpm, occasional variation is noted in older compositions), with heavy bass, sub-bass lines, and occasional infra-bass lines. Drum and bass began as an offshoot of the United Kingdom rave scene of the very early 1990s. Over the first decade of its existence, the incorporation of elements from various musical genres led to many permutations in its overall style." -- (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Drum_and_bass)


Maybe its the melodic recce bass that take me beyond, possibly the heavy mindblowing sub-bass, or the epic as heck FX, but i mostly think its the ORGASMIC BASS EXPLODING OUTTA MY SPEAKERS AND RATTLING MY BRAIN TO NO END....yep thats gotta be it!.. haha. but I just cant get enough of it, im a DnB addict! I tell you, if music were a living, breathing organism, Drum and Bass would be the heartbeat that keeps everything alive!! i cant even begin to explain how much i love it.Its my soul. I just cant reason why it wouldnt be a mainstream music though, I mean, who wouldnt want to listen to it? Its the equivalent to being rich, getting laid by the worlds hottest person everynight and on top of that OWNING THE WORLD and everything around it!!!!!!!! i mean, c'mon! who wouldn't want to experiance that?! i mean you've got your Dubstep,Dancefloor,Darkstep,Drill and Bass, Drum & Bass step, Drumfunk, Drumstep, Hardstep, Intelligent,Breakcore,Jazzstep, Jump-Up, Liquid funk (or simply "Liquid"), Sambass, Techstep, Techno-DNB, Neurofunk ,Hardstyle, Raggacore, and so so so much more.
I mean, if thats not enough to make you bleed out your pants......lol, not literally..haha. anyways I love Drum And Bass and i probabaly will be that crazy old lady listening to dnb all day in the nursing home that all the other ladies are scared of but hey, I dont care! If I have dnb...im all set.

Peace out! Love&Respect,
MissDnB

To my readers

Hello followers,
i just want to thank you for reading my blogs and stayin tru. i just want to let you know that just because some of my blogs are sad,doesnt mean im a sad person. i keep my blogs as if they were journal enteries. i am a very momentual person, which means, i invest everything into what im feeling at the moment. I am infact a very happy person with great friends and family. i just come here and write to get my deep feeling out/ things that have been held inside. kinda like a best friend would discuss situations with his/her other friend for advice or just to vent. anyways ive got some good blogs commin so keep readin em'. once again, i love each and every one of you who reads my blog( yes, even if you dont follow me). thnx for your time.

peace out! love&respect,
MissDnB

Come Forth To Me

Dark angel, come forth to me, do not linger in shadows like such. Raise yourself above me and shed your tears there. Rain upon my face if they must. If you cannot spread your wings even then, I will carry you until flight you trust. take you away from such tragedy and show you the path of love.

Find Me

Find me, because I can not find myself. You seem to have known me better all these years.

please, discover you need me. Dont let me become just a memory. you always said I was better than this.

and when you do find me, hold on to me for dear life. Promise me you will never let go.

I want to know im needed. charish me as if this is the last time you will ever see me again.

Find me,because I am nothing without you.