If Time Stood Still

If time stood still, I would hold my lover.
Tell him ill always be there.
If time stood still, I would hug my mother
and show how much I care.
If time stood still, I'd heal my father.
take all of his troubles away forever.
If time stood still, I'd love myself.
Be better than i have been before.
If time stood still, Id forget those filthy liars.
never trustworthy, backstabbers , of course.
If time stood still, id un-do all my mistakes.
give a little more instead of just take.
If time stood still, oh the things that i would chance.
for the better of myself
for the better of this place.

Drowning lessons( the Swamp)

Here I am. Stagnant. Strengthless.

Limply holding on to the only thing my hands would allow of me.

I lay there, half way on the bank, almost lifeless.

I am sinking. the water is rising like my fears.

sucking me in, refusing to lighten its grip.

Should i just let go? This monster will take me anyway.

Tears flood out of my eyes in anger.

The denial almost kills me quicker.

My body is sore. my hands are shaking and im not getting anywhere but underneath.

I am sick of lying to myself. no more denial,

so I let go.

sinking deeper, ive given up.

I will no longer resist.

I willl soon be nothing.

so i wait, letting it devour me like a sick disease.

Its filthy hands slowly pull me under.

No more of this denial.

No more me.

My Long Lost Friend(Time)

Like air, I breathe you in.
Its the closest Ive gotten to perfection for awhile.
I need you like a drug, my cure to lonliness.
A chance left waiting like an open door.
I will not spare a moment.
Step forth my friend, indulge me in your presence.
I've been needing you for quite awhile now.
Hold out your arms and accept me.
Speak to me as if you had everything to say.
Time is not timid, nor should you be.
Tell me of your journeys
where have you been all this time?
Dont answer that, it was intended for me.
Be my book of open pages, dont hide yourself from within.
I promise i will read you without judgement.
My friend you are all I have now.
I will share with you everything.
just as we once did.
No limitations, My personal Journal.
Make me feel alive once more,
Give me the chance to say the things i havent.
like Air i breathe you in.
you are my drug and i have been cured.

Obsession

I want to lose myself;

Lose myself within you

I want to be a part of you

Everlasting perfection.

I want to see through your eyes.

Peice by peice, observance.

I want to look like you

Mirror image, perfect porcelin figure

I want your words

Steal your toungues pleasure,

To say what you say, so meaningful.

Give yourself to me

I must have you

More than you accept of me

I will own you

Before your heart goes cold.

You are mine.

I Need You Like You Need Me

Hands clasped tightly upon my knees, I sit here.

Looking past the dark horizons, I manage to see a little light shine through.

Not much, but its something.

Its glows and I envy it.

So beautiful, I hope it last through this day.

Its quiet here, so quiet I can hear myself think.

I often think of you.

Wondering if you will ever return to this field of mine and sit with me once again.

With open arms, I would accept your loving embrace.

But it seems only but a dream now.

So long I've waited and you haven't returned.

These fields are all I've known since you've left.

Empty and silent.

Repeatedly, like always, it sways the time away, naive to the days end.

I too will wait here as these fields do.

Naive to your return.

Watching that little light shine through.

The Ponderer

I am only but a human upon this place called Earth. I have feelings, but what of they to feel if they are lost? For such a thing called time to be so decisive yet indecisive,it not only controls that of a human heartbeat but also as long as it may last. For some of us to cowar this thing called time is based upon the single fear of death itself. A fear that births its seedling into the depths of our mind waiting to grow and finally become that of a phobia. Then again we are but simple humans. Is that not what we are made for? To Question life and its exsistance? To challange that of one another to find its most vital meaning? Not even I could understand something so intricate as that. We've all questioned it at one point or another,the all mighty life force that keeps us alive or makes us age. The strenuous and capricious timeline in which we all must live and die to understand even the diminutive knowledge of what life holds before us.
sometimes the thought of it saddens me, To know that we've only contained that of which we've wanted to learn and nothing farther or deeper upon that. This world in which we live in, is inevitably larger than our mind compacity could withstand so therefore we limit ourselves only that to which we think we are capable of ,but what we have failed to realize is that we are as intricate as we allow ourselves to be. so for such a feeling to be lost is no longer for i have found it once more. It is the feeling to question. For I am The Ponderer.

Ravestar Dreamer ( hot lyrics, right?!)

Boom boom boom boom

let the bass fill the room

flashy lights, neon highs

raise your hands up in the sky

sweat drip, move your hips

ankle break and glowstick

shout it out, throw it down

get lost within this sound

lyrical hits, trance so hard

slow motion super star

drum and bass, hardstyle

like it fast, want it loud

kandi weddings, dance floor kiss

the way you move, unh tiss unh tiss

make some room cuz here i come

im a ravestar dreamer and the fun has just begun.

Miss Junglette (Allow me to introduce myself)

within this world,
this world of mine,
A restless tongue
speaks my mind.
givin the right,
givin the wrong
within my soul
is always a song
to lyrical taste
within these words
to never speak forth
without the verse
to which i am
Miss Junglette
a lyrical mastermind
to never forget.