Guilty

I am guilty. Not of crime but of hope.
Hope that someday someone somewhere will reach out to me without being told to.
I want to share my everything, but its kind of hard with people who only care about themselves.
Im not saying i do everything right but i would at least like to have acknowledgement.
i get so tired of waiting for people to do this or do that, or begginhg them for months on end.
By that time, i already have it in my mind that the person doesnt care and i should just give up trying.
i dont mean to sound sad and im sorry if i do. I just get so weak waiting for someone to finally have a legit concern about the things im interested in or the things i do and say. I do the same for them. almost border line excited when they tell me something theyve done.... why cant they do it for me? Am i boring? does no one really care to begin with?
I dont know why and i dont really care how but will someone somewhere someday...acknowledge me?