Saturday, September 26, 2009

"I Will Stay" He said.


I looked at him once last time before my eyes rivered in tears.
I couldnt hold them back any longer. warm fat tears came streaming out like an angry waterfall.
I stood there frozen in his grasp.
"I am so sorry, I can not live without you, please don't leave, I dont know what id do without you, Im so sorry, please dont lea --..."

"Shhhh." he held me close, hushing me softly.
I pulled him in towards me, closer than ever before, so afraid to let go.
I obeyed his wish, quieting my tears into his arms that were tightly secured around me.
" please tell me you will stay....." I said as I felt his heartbeat against my cheek.
He took his hand and slowly raised my head up to his lips, kissing me gently.

He too began to cry just alittle as he looked into my eyes and said, "For the sun in my heart will never shine so brightly without your love and the stars in my eyes will never again glisten without your touch. You are my life and my soul and without you, I too, am lifeless and dull.". His eyes passionately fixated, he softly leaned his forehead on mine and slowly whispered," I will stay, my love. I will stay."

He loves Me, He loves me not

For such a handsome being as him to lay upon my bed is breathtaking. so beautiful in his form. I watch him as he dreams. Does he dream of me? I'll never know. Beside him is a rose I left, to ensure him he will forever be mine. but I wonder if it will mean anything to him, anything at all. I dare not awake him. I linger at the bed side just observing him once more. Oh how remarkably beautiful he is! The mornings light shines through the window pane kissing his face as it illuminates his every feature. When he awakes i will know. He loves me, He loves me not.