Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Alone In The End ( Taken For Granted)


Thoughout my life I've gone through many things,
I've walked down different paths with many different people and what Ive realized is that in the long run you always end up where you started. Its almost like its choreographed or something. Someone or something new happens,they are the greatest thing that ever happened to you for a few weeks, the excitement dies down, then your right back where you started, alone. Now I know that may seem alittle on the "emo" side but lets think it over for a second. whenever a new oppertunity comes to play in your life your first reaction is to be excited( for most of us we are excited but we tend to hold back with alittle concerned observation.) It then becomes the new "oh my gosh, its so awesome!" stage where we cant stop thinking/talking about it for weeks on end. Then sadly what I've seen happen a lot after that is as soon as we feel comfortable with it, we take it for granted, expecting it to always be there ( or in another words the "Oh my gosh" moment suddenly becomes the "yah, Its pretty cool and all.." moment) and what used to be the main topic of your everyday conversation has shriveled dramaticly to just a pass time chat topic.
As sad as it may seem this happens all the time. I've witnessed it happen to more people than just myself, and you know what im talking about, the "almighty hot and spicy" relationship between two people that has them just dying to embrace and fulfill their most intimate and passionate thoughts/feelings/actions towards eachother that slowly dies into a "yah, I remember those times..." or a "He never says/does that anymore" kind of relationship.
What I mean by that is, the kind of relationship where you've done everything that could ever be done, you've said all there is to say, what was once your favorite traits are now your worst pet peeve, and you have somehow found yourself sick of eachother to the point of where if it came down to you having to look at his or her face again, you'd get manic depressive from the lack of excitment or change. That is what i mean by " the excitement dying down". which brings me to my conclusion of "ending up right back where you started" meaning in the end, you are at block one. you are alone and by yourself looking for some sort of change to happen just as you once did, alone and taken for granted.