Perfect ( to my special someone)

To be with you is perfect.
I once thought id never love again, but somehow you have proven me wrong.
I can feel your honesty just through the way you hold on to me.
its priceless and i cant resist but to hold on too.
For so long, i ve been talking about "coming home" and i never thought id find it, but once again you proved me wrong.
I found it with you.
the funny thing is i knew of you all along and you were standing right infront of me this whole time,
but i was too damaged to see you clearly, so i never noticed until now.
I can finally say that ive got a reason to keep holding on to that river bank,to keep sailing until i find dock, to see that light shine through,to find that scarecrow,and to hold on to whats truely mine atlast (reference to past writings of mine).
It feels so wierd to finally feel this. all these years ive done nothing but give and i am finally being given to. it almost is difficult for me to take your love because its been quite awhile since ive seen honest love from someone other than the expected ( not to sound like im taking anyone for granted or anything. no harm ment.)
i can not explain this. it is almost like i can see my future layed out in front of me without really trying.
i love this, but at the same time i understand that things dont always last forever and they can change at any given moment. but for some reason i can see everything will go just as planned. i have a feeling that everything will be...perfect.