You

I loved you

you shot me down.

i needed you

you were no where to be found

i am so alone

fighting to be noticed

an empty house is not a home

its your name i call

but your zombified

can you hear me at all?

my heart aches

but you do not feel

into pieces it breaks

tears run cold
but you do not see
i reach out and do not recieve
i breathed you

you denied me the air

soffocating to make you care
i bleed you
the numbness i am
cut so deep, lost again

i felt you

but no responce to my touch

it is one sided. i felt myself.

I see you

the reflection of loss

cannot admit to the pain it caused.

I missed you

but my efforts are useless.

sink down into myself i guess.

i called you

but my voice went away

choked by the silence, i could not say.

i lived you

but you did not nurture

died at the thought, no more torture.